Hello,

I am still alive, but my heads all jumbled up and I can’t feel nothing at all. So I’m anxious all the time, overly aware and self-conscious. Try but Cant talk to folks or make sense at all because the chaos in my head, I have no clue what to do, I’m losing my sanity.

So I run away and hide from shame of myself, but it is becoming worse, my body and mind are suffering. I want to touch another soul but I am so raw I might explode with unreality. I cant find my footing, always stumbling on the edge of losing grip on reality.

Derealization