Impossible

Impossible
  
"Its so impossible, why?
Was seeing me it?"

"No, no dont worry." 

"You wanted to see."

"I had no idea!"

"No idea? Whats wrong?"

Two eyes dead black mirrors turned towards him, he fell backwards skinning his hands on the crack concrete below.

"I loved you!"

A torrent of wind whipped at him and thunderous trembling s shook the ground and street lights flickered.

 

Jacobs Room

The bills piled by the fireplace,
The decades old newspapers stacked, yellow and sagging,
The mattress stained, spongy and spitting,
The wallpaper peeling and torn,
The windows all covered in cardboard
The lamp bulb unshaded and glaring,

View From the Backseat

Southern Road

This is only the dingy second stop following the detour south, into the leaves, vines, ferns and bushes. Black kids kick a ball past the crumbling, toothless, remains of residences, withering away behind the frame of Spanish moss and willows. Protruding like headstones among the overgrowth, epitaphs of graffiti, plywood covered windows--Charon's obol.

Suttree By Cormac McCarthy

Suttree 

By Cormac McCarthy

Dear friend now in the dusty clockless hours of the town when the streets lie black and steaming in the wake of the watertrucks and now when the drunk and the homeless have washed up in the lee of walls in alleys or abandoned lots and cats go forth highshouldered and lean in the grim perimeters about, now in these sootblacked brick or cobbled corridors where lightwire shadows make a gothic harp of cellar doors no soul shall walk save you.

Old stone walls unplumbed by weathers, lodged in their striae fossil bones, limestone scarabs rucked in the floor of this once inland sea. Thin dark trees through yon iron palings where the dead keep their own small metropolis. Curious marble architecture, stele and obelisk and cross and little rainworn stones where names grow dim with years. Earth packed with samples of the casketmaker’s trade, the dusty bones and rotted silk, the deathwear stained with carrion. Out there under the blue lamplight the trolleytracks run on to darkness, curved like cockheels in the pinchbeck dusk. The steel leaks back the day’s heat, you can feel it through the floors of your shoes. Past these corrugated warehouse walls down little sandy streets where blownout autos sulk on pedestals of cinderblock. Through warrens of sumac and pokeweed and withered honeysuckle giving onto the scored clay banks of the railway. Gray vines coiled leftward in this northern hemisphere, what winds them shapes the dogwhelk’s shell. Weeds sprouted from cinder and brick. A steamshovel reared in solitary abandonment against the night sky. Cross here. By frograils and fishplates where engines cough like lions in the dark of the yard. To a darker town, past lamps stoned blind, past smoking oblique shacks and china dogs and painted tires where dirty flowers grow. Down pavings rent with ruin, the slow cataclysm of neglect, the wires that belly pole to pole across the constellations hung with kitestring, with bolos composed of hobbled bottles or the toys of the smaller children. Encampment of the damned. Precincts perhaps where dripping lepers prowl unbelled. Above the heat and the improbable skyline of the city a brass moon has risen and the clouds run before it like watered ink. The buildings stamped against the night are like a rampart to a farther world forsaken, old purposes forgot. Countrymen come for miles with the earth clinging to their shoes and sit all day like mutes in the marketplace. This city constructed on no known paradigm, a mongrel architecture reading back through the works of man in a brief delineation of the aberrant disordered and mad. A carnival of shapes upreared on the river plain that has dried up the sap of the earth for miles about.

Factory walls of old dark brick, tracks of a spur line grown with weeds, a course of foul blue drainage where dark filaments of nameless dross sway in the current. Tin panes among the glass in the rusted window frames. There is a moonshaped rictus in the streetlamp’s globe where a stone has gone and from this aperture there drifts down through the constant helix of aspiring insects a faint and steady rain of the same forms burnt and lifeless.

Here at the creek mouth the fields run on to the river, the mud deltaed and baring out of its rich alluvial harbored bones and dread waste, a wrack of cratewood and condoms and fruitrinds. Old tins and jars and ruined household artifacts that rear from the fecal mire of the flats like landmarks in the trackless vales of dementia praecox. A world beyond all fantasy, malevolent and tactile and dissociate, the blown lightbulbs like shorn polyps semitranslucent and skullcolored bobbing blindly down and spectral eyes of oil and now and again the beached and stinking forms of foetal humans bloated like young birds mooneyed and bluish or stale gray. Beyond in the dark the river flows in a sluggard ooze toward southern seas, running down out of the rain flattened corn and petty crops and riverloam gardens of upcountry land keepers, grating along like bonedust, afreight with the past, dreams dispersed in the water someway, nothing ever lost. Houseboats ride at their hawsers. The neap mud along the shore lies ribbed and slick like the cavernous flitch of some beast hugely foundered and beyond the country rolls away to the south and the mountains. Where hunters and woodcutters once slept in their boots by the dying light of their thousand fires and went on, old teutonic forebears with eyes incandesced by the visionary light of a massive rapacity, wave on wave of the violent and the insane, their brains stoked with spoorless analogues of all that was, lean aryans with their abrogate semitic chapbook reenacting the dramas and parables therein and mindless and pale with a longing that nothing save dark’s total restitution could appease.

We are come to a world within the world. In these alien reaches, these maugre sinks and interstitial wastes that the righteous see from carriage and car another life dreams. Illshapen or black or deranged, fugitive of all order, strangers in everyland.

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I Had a Miracle

Hacked up a bloodylump

My eyes were scarlet

Indian sage and holy water I drank some that

I had a miracle 

I blew my nose and out came a big black bug

And I killed that damn thing on the couch

When this bug came out there was a long piece of string that came with it

 Then this cloud of smoke followed me

I went the doctor to give me arthraminsine

Hell this stuff will kill you 

I don’t feel sick 

I hurt a little bit but, god a whole layer of skin on my nose came off and it burnt 

they have to kill the bacteria

What?

 I can hardly hear because the people

Theres a lot of people.

At home.

When I saw this big black bug crawling the floor I jumped out of this wheel chair and killed it

because thats just what I need!

And I had a miracle, 

I had a wall of smoke follow me all over my apartment-

Roberts wife was in there and they're the one that casts spells on people.